{"id":18,"date":"2005-12-19T13:33:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-19T13:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.onezblog.de\/?p=18"},"modified":"2005-12-19T13:33:00","modified_gmt":"2005-12-19T13:33:00","slug":"so-near-but-still-to-far","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/raue.it\/kultur\/so-near-but-still-to-far\/","title":{"rendered":"So near but still to far"},"content":{"rendered":"

it\u00b4s not the time,
\nthat\u00b4s passing by.
\nit\u00b4s just a matter of fear
\nthat makes me cry.
\ni suffer all the pain,
\njust to see you smile.
\nbut deep inside my heart,
\ni know i can\u00b4t deny.<\/p>\n

love and fear and hate and hope,
\nglory, envy, all controlled.
\nseemed to be a better thing,
\nwithout the wings,
\nwhy should i sing?<\/p>\n

if god had given me
\nsome wings to let me fly,
\nwhy do i fall
\ninstead of rising high?
\nif you could catch me
\nin my fall,
\nwhere are you though?
\nso near but still too far?<\/p>\n

if there is a hand,
\nwhy should i take it?
\nlook into my face
\nand let me break it?
\nmy heart is aching,
\nbleeding tears.
\ni just can\u00b4t stay,
\ni need you here.
\nto hold my hand
\nand guide the way.
\nbe my guest
\nand please just stay.<\/p>\n

i\u00b4ll love you for ever,
\nplease, do not forget!
\neven if time passes by,
\ni can not regret!<\/p>\n

\u00b4cause loving you, darling,
\nis the one thing
\ni will never regret!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

it\u00b4s not the time, that\u00b4s passing by. it\u00b4s just a matter of fear that makes me cry. i suffer all the pain, just to see you smile. but deep inside my heart, i know i can\u00b4t deny. love and fear and hate and hope, glory, envy, all controlled. seemed to be a better thing, without […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[52,19,20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raue.it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}